I appreciate the "flowers" man... but No...you wouldn't want to *truly* go in there.
I wouldn't wish that on anybody else. Being truly inside my mind.
Or more precisely... I wouldn't wish anybody else to have to live inside my mind with my soul as cracked as it is at this particular point in my timeline.
Right now I'm just trying to make the best of a bad/unfortunate situation. And the distraction and focus that taking up hunting has been providing me is helping tremendously in giving me something to focus on to take my mind off issues that I am powerless to fix, at least at this time.
Having said that, for a glimpse into the lyrical sickness I'm prone to venting at times as yet another distraction from my souls ills, I've been compiling a folder full of emailed Rhyme verses I've been writing and emailing to myself since 2004. In addition to the ones I actually bothered to turn into tracks that I posted up on
SoundClick.com Not all are rhymes. And some date back to '92. The stuff up on SoundClick was made more just to show and prove to others that doubted that I could handle my own on a Mic. Some I put more time into and it shows... others I didn't, and it shows. All the compositions are 100% my creation, except for the Sample used from another individual on "DEMON TACO RANT" However, I will say that "All Hail The Pimpness" broke top 100 in it's genre within that site, peaked at #14 for a bit. And that one is recorded in two non-stop whole contiguous verses.
I'm sure you'll find them amusing in one form or another.